"I just kept the faith and kept hoping and it just happened for me in a way I never expected it to, so it had to be God."
And it has been the most blissful time in my life. A little scary and blissful at the same time. My husband is extremely supportive. He is always encouraging me. He's my rock. He's my protector. And honestly, I never thought it would happen to To me. You've seen me go through so many things. I'm on the show where I really felt in my quiet moments that is it true what they're saying? I can't keep a man, I can't find someone to really love me for me. Is it ever going to happen? I'm a 46 year old woman. And I'm a black woman. And so the statistics show that over 44% of us never get married, and that's a real fact. So for me, I just kept the faith and just kept hoping and And it just happened for me in a way I never expected it to so it had to be God. For me, I wanted a real chance at having a real relationship that can stand the test of time I didn't want to have an Instagram relationship. I didn't want everyone to be in the middle and criticizing whether or not it's real or I paid somebody. You know, the silly rumors that they say about me at times. And I just wanted for it to be flushed out. If it's real it will survive and we don't need to be public for us to have a relationship. I didn't feel the need to serve the public. I just wanted to Have a chance at really being in love. Number one, my strength comes from my grandmother who raised me. I think a lot of people might know that, I have an amazing grandmother who's now 86-years-old. And she was a Jehovah's Witness. And she instilled the faith in me and God and to believe and to have faith and no matter what you are going through God will always have your back. So that is where I ultimately draw all of my strength from