Ferguson told ESSENCE.com during her New & Next interview that writing the albums songs were painful. "It was really emotional," she said. "Some people come out of the studio and say, 'I wrote this album and it was so fun for me.' I'm like, 'No, I cried.' I had to live out the experience because the things i was going through were painful."
Check out Ferguson delivering a heart wrenching rendition of the song for the first time on American television.