Nicki Minaj opens up about her dark past in the new issue of Cosmo.
Nicki Minaj is looking as cute as ever on the November cover of Cosmo, but her revealing interview inside highlights her dark days.
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It's hard to imagine the bubbly rapper down and out, depressed and on the verge of suicide. But it's true -- she was contemplating ending it all.
"It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, 'What would happen if I just didn't wake up?' That's how I felt -- like maybe I should just take my life," she tells the magazine according to the YBF.
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Though Minaj is famous now, she remembers searching for a way out. "I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house."
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