PHOTOS: Jennifer Hudson’s Dramatic Weight Loss
“Well, I felt as though I had to. Again, just the same as I hear my mother’s voice in my head, I can hear my brother’s voice in my head,” said Hudson. “Everybody, is like, ‘Is she ever gonna sing again?’ And what was I gonna say to that?”
J-Hud also confesses that she felt a strong obligation to perform again so that her family would be proud of her.
“I could hear him, like, ‘Jennifer–‘ he would always say, ‘Knock it off, Jenny,’ if I was cryin’ about somethin’ or if I was upset, discouraged, mad, ‘Jenny, knock it off.’ That’s what I hear in my head. I can either just sit here and mope around, or do what I know that would make them proud.’ And that’s what I did,” said Hudson.
PHOTOS: 2011: Jennifer Hudson’s Hottest Hairstyles of the Year
After resolving to refocus on her career, Jennifer made an emotional comeback just four months after the murders when she sang the Star Spangled Banner at the 2009 Superbowl. Later the same month, the “Spotlight” singer nabbed two Grammy awards.
You can catch more of Jennifer’s intimate interview on “Dateline” when the full segment airs on Sunday, January 8 at 7pm.