For many, Mother’s Day is a painful reminder of loved ones they’ve lost. One of those people is Kelly Rowland whose mother passed away around the time she gave birth to her son, Titan.

On Monday, she reflected on her mother and grandmother’s memory with a heartfelt post on Instagram.

“If I stopped for even one moment yesterday, it would’ve been the moment I thought about you and I would’ve lost it,” she said the day after Mother’s Day.

“Today, I let some fall cause I simply miss you! Mothers’ Day was always fun! This one was one of our best memories! You, Gran-Gran, @lala,@csurillo, and myself all out on the boat chillin! I will never forget that day! Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you! I love you Momma! I love you a bushel and a peck!”

Rowland, her mother Doris, La La Anthony, and her mother Carmen Surillo hung out together on more than one occasion back in the day, as all the ladies were close.

On a positive note, Rowland has a beautiful son who she enjoys every moment with. When asked about what she plays to get him to calm down, she told recently told ESSENCE, “(Bruno Mars) 24K Magic, (DJ Khaled and Beyoncé) Shine, and Humble by Kendrick Lamar.”