One Year Later, Fiancée Remembers Sean Bell
One year after the tragic shooting that took the life of her fiancée Sean Bell, Nicole Paultre Bell remembers him with an overnight vigil and a church service led by Al Sharpton


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Nicole Paultre grasps a photograph of her, Sean and their children. She was photographed for exclusively for ESSENCE.

Nicole Paultre Bell should have been celebrating her first wedding anniversary on Sunday with Sean Bell, her high school sweetheart and the father of her two young daughters. Instead the 23-year-old observed the anniversary of Bell’s death with an overnight vigil on a Queens street where he was shot by undercover police officers last November 25, the morning of his wedding day.

Joined by relative and supporters, Paultre Bell solemnly marched from the vigil to a nearby church where the Rev. Al Sharpton delivered a sermon and speakers remembered Bell as a loving friend and father.

“I want justice, but no matter what happens, it won’t bring Sean back,” said Paultre Bell.

The tragic shooting occurred as Bell, 23, and two friends left his bachelor party last year at a Queens strip club. Undercover police officers followed them, believing the three Black men had a gun. As Bell tried to drive away, police fired 50 bullets at his car, wounding the other two men and killing Bell. All three men were unarmed. The shooting inspired protests from New Yorkers, outraged by what they considered yet another case of excessive police force against Black men.

In March a Grand Jury indicted three of the five officers involved in the shooting, on manslaughter and reckless endangerment charges. A trial is scheduled for this winter. Paultre Bell has also filed a wrongful death lawsuit against the police department, the city, and all five police officers at the shooting. Her suit argues that the officers were poorly trained and opened fire recklessly.

“I miss him with all my heart,” Paultre Bell said. “My kids miss him. And we’re doing the best that we can do to get through this.”

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My prayers have always been with you and those gorgeous little girls and the rest of the Bell family. May God send comfort when all the spotlight is gone and no one calls to check on you and it seems you can't go on may God be your strength in the midnight hour. Know that Sean Bell will never be forgotten. I am including Sean Bell in my poetry book because he touched so many through these turn of events. Keep him near to your heart becasue Sean Bell was a beautiful human being simply because God made himand he never deserve

-Daphne D. Williams, Harlem, NY

May God bless you and your little ones. Stay strong and stay determined. I could not imagine the pain you are going thru losing your soul mate. You have a beautiful family, and don't give up.

-Dede Price Houston,Texas

My prayers goes out for your entire family for your lost. Keep the faith, God is able. I pray God's comfort and strength for you in your time of grief. God Bless You.


-K.C. TAMPA,FL

Nicole,

I can't imagine the anger and sorrow you feel during you and your family's time of bereavement for Sean. May God continue to bless you and your children each day and give you strength to perserve for your fiancee's justice. God bless and stay strong for one day you will reunite with your true love.


-Nicole Y. -Long Island, NY

Nicole I am still thinking of your huge loss one year later. I was one of the thousands who came out to the march in NYC. I want you to know that my prayers go out to you sistah. NO JUSTICE NO PEACE. Sean will never be forgotten!

-Kishonda, NY